little stories and meaningful moments

[hallavaris]

I just realized that my sense of time is completely shaken. i've been living tomorrow for a few days now.

And I really love Sarah McLachlan's music. It is a bit difficult to sing along (Oh my.. I just got a flashback from a dream where I had lost my ability to sing!!!)but it lives in me anyway.

I've felt a great urge to hear new music lately. Music that really speaks to me. I even know what kind of music I'm looking for but I can't describe it because I don't know anything about the styles. It seems that most of the music I listen to is somehow inbetween styles.

Today I've been listening to "Surfacing" album. I will also listen to Portishead today. I want to fill my world with music and nothing else right now.. In a way I'm too scared to let any other thoughts in.

My head is so full of stories. They are coming from everywhere. And most of them have one theme; reclaiming one's will to live in most strange circumstances. I know I should write those stories but they do not really want to be written. They wish to be told. So why on earth there is no place for story telling in my life? I'd love to sit by the fire or anywhere comfortable, or just lay on the bed and share stories of wonder and sadness and beauty.

I know that in the beginning they would be fragile and far from well told and complete but it wouldn't matter. Not every story has to be perfect piece of litterature. They should just be the way they are, perfect in their imperfection, just like life.

Comments

[stichomancy.livejournal.com]

when i lived in nova scotia, i had the same singing teacher that taught sarah! i still have a hard time reaching those high octaves she does though :P

[tindomerel.livejournal.com]

Oh... :) I wish I could hear you sing!

!!!! An Idea.

[hunaja.livejournal.com]

Let´s have a story-telling night- shall we shall we shall we???? I think it´s a brilliant idea! Good stories and sad stories and funny stories and silly stories. Maybe some mulled wine and good food to go along...

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[chirel.livejournal.com]

I'd love that too!

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[tindomerel.livejournal.com]

Yes!!!! :) When? ;)

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[chirel.livejournal.com]

Um, next year? I have so many things...

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[hunaja.livejournal.com]

We can have many such nights! I´d very much like to have one in the near future too, as the closer we get to January, the more hectic my life becomes and then I´ll jsut tell theatre stories and nobody can bear to listen. :)

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[heidifox.livejournal.com]

Remember to capture some short-ish stories inside Tiitta's digicamera, and put the videos here in LJ!!!!!!!!! 8)

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[ravndaniil.livejournal.com]

Great idea! Any room for a raven in it?

As for schedule, call me mr. flexible. (i.e. irresponsible)

[lemoncase.livejournal.com]

It's amazing when you find someone like Sarah who can mean so much to you, and sort of be the soundtrack for certain times. I know she has been for me too.