about my LJ

[hallavaris]

I've been thinking about it. I never really meant my LJ to become *this* personal. All i planned was to write some lyrics and poetry and little thoughts in it now and then. But lately it's been much more than that, and it goes very deep.

So I think I feel better if I make re-arrangements and remove from my friend list all those people I don't know that well. It feels too weird to me to tear my whole life out in these pages and be read by people who don't really know me, who I don't really know *that* well. I don't mean to offend anyone by it because I do believe you're there in the spirit for me anyway and I do not mean to hide anything from you.

I just prefer to keep my inner circle a bit smaller. So I'm going to keep only those I feel particularly close to and those who comment on my lj writings.

If anyone has extra accounts I'd love to make a new, more outward lj nick I could share with everyone without feeling that I'm throwing my whole life on everyone's faces.

Please contact me if you have an extra account to give me.

Comments

[ray-of-redness.livejournal.com]

Johanna
yes i have a code for you
let me go look for it

:D annax

[ray-of-redness.livejournal.com]

here is a code for you

n2kk6aaccb85

enjoy

[snowgrouse.livejournal.com]

Eeek! Ethän pudota minua intiimikaverilistaltasi? Ethän? *miip*

[emma2403.livejournal.com]

I could have found a code for you, i guess (especially as you gave me yours...) but anna's been quicker... you can still contact me if you need one for any reason...
Geez... i feel guilty because you wrote you would keep those who comment... i mean, i know it wasn't your point AT ALL but i've been feeling guilty ever since what happened with T. I haven't been there for you enough... i think of you, A LOT! But i can't find any energy to do/say anything... i can't even handle my own life at the moment...
MUCH LOVE though...

[tiitta.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry darling that I haven't commented as much as I would have wanted to. There's just too much going on in my life as well. Today I'm quite broken and been crying a lot. I'd just want to this all to stop for a moment. Let's run away together, and leave everything behind. I did send you solar power on the night you asked for it.

[bluebelly.livejournal.com]

It would mean a lot to me if I could still keep reading about you, littlefairy..
However, I also understand the need for more privacy, and the wanting for perfect trust and closeness.
I haven't been there for you on these difficult times as much as I would have wanted to, but please know that I am thinking of you often, always reading your thoughts and sending you my best wishes, and sunlight on the days that I have some extra of that in my life.. Sometimes I don't comment much at all, if any, due to too many things happening at once. So often I just think about writing a comment, say it in my head, but never touch the keyboard to type it. . .
Lately your journal has also given a lot of food for thought -- your wise and fresh thoughts and ideas about life have been a very important read for all of us, I believe. Thank you for letting me be on your friends list, reading them. It has been so good to have a soul like you on my friends list this far.:)
Whatever you decide to do with your livejournaling, please don't stop expressing yourself on these wonderful and soul-searching ways. . . It is good for everyone.

*s u n b e a m s*

[tindomerel.livejournal.com]

No, no, of course none of you will be dropped!! I just wanted to drop those swappers and some other people I don't know so well and leave all the friends here. It's just all going mad... :/

And thank you Annax for the code :)